Dolly has a dilemma. Dolly's online Mistress, Miss Kate, has either disappeared or taken a break. Dolly hasn't heard from Her for a month now. Dolly believes She is OK--someone told dolly that She does this from time to time, i.e., goes away for weeks, maybe months, at a time. What should dolly do? She had told dolly DO NOT TOUCH YOURSELF. Dolly was expecting to be rewarded by being allowed to cum, at least in "girlie mode". But, despite dolly's five videos and other sissy activities, Miss Kate didn't give dolly permission to do that. In truth, as a submissive sissy girl in training, dolly should not have been expecting to be allowed to cum--at least not in "boy mode".
Dolly is not in real chastity (though she should be)--just self imposed--so what should dolly do now? Should dolly cheat? Dolly is quite beside herself with worry and horniness. Would it be cheating for dolly to cum in girly mode? Sort of like milking? Maybe dolly could get around this by finding someone else to touch her? A technicality. Would that be cheating? It would be worse if She had disappeared with the keys to dolly's chastity. What would dolly do then? Should a sissy be in permanent chastity, not even able to get out for cleaning or shaving?
Right now, dolly is continuing to work on her sissy girlishness and is trying to come up with a makeup plan. Dolly is acting as if Miss Kate is just taking a well deserved break and will show up again soon. There is no need to begin looking or another Mistress, (is there?) as She has not formally released dolly as Her submissive. Miss Kate is a very fair and caring Mistress, and perhaps dolly has not been able to suitably entertain Her.
But still, dolly is worried. Have any other sissies out there ever had this problem? What should dolly do?
4 comments:
I think an on-line domme who disappears for weeks at a time has forfeited her right to obedience. A dom-sub relationship is a two-way street...the domme should not abandon the sub without warning anymore than the sub should stop responding.
If this is a pattern "Miss Kate" has used in the past, I think you're better off without her, sweetie. The fantasy is in becoming the sissy you want to be, not somebody else's toy to be discarded when they get bored.
This appears to be a right dilemma that you are now in Dolly! I wish I could provide the right answer for you but I simply can't. I have noticed that some online mistress tend to do a disappearing act alright and leave their followers high and dry.
Its to early to say find a new Mistress, however I seem to recall Dolly posting about Mistress wanting you to have a monthly milking!
Did you get the Aneros?
This maybe your solution and you see you are not going against your mistresses instruction, actually you are doing as instructed.
Long term I'd advise you to find a 24/7 mistress. Do you have a partner?
Life is too short to worry about people who become irresponsible for whatever reason. I don't think you are bound by anything after no contact for so long.
If your mistress has disappeared, I don't see how she will know what you've been doing! So, until she reappears, I see no problem in taking care of any urges you may be having :)
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